Guilt - IH Awareness Month Day 26

I feel horrible when I cancel plans but I have no control over that. Trust me, if there is any way possible for me to do something I do. But if I can't, I truly can't.

There are days IH vision is so messed up I can barely get to the bathroom without hitting a wall. Or sit on a chair without sitting on the floor instead. Or when someone is right in front of me and in my permanent blind spot.

I don't go out when my words are bad because I can confuse a situation. Have you ever called a door a sandwich? Or a phone an airplane? Or say apple for yes? Or one my favs...Can you make the poor cancel? I meant can you turn the oven on. Because I have (there's a periscope of how bad I was one day) and it sucks.

But I have no control over that. I don't magically decide to don't do something and making me feel bad about canceling makes it worse. Trust me I want to be doing the things I missed more than you are angry I'm not there.

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